You're better off without him

Your mind so clear

Throw away that film

And look what's there around you

No more phonecalls

And messages that make no sense

Come on, he lied he loved you

But you decided to pretend

I'll throw away your picture

And stop sending you farewells

There was something, but without you

There's a chance that it hurts less

And when I told you

That this should have never gone so far

You should have listened, now behind you,

There's me, unwanted, poisoned by your lies.

I wish the things engraved in my memory could be easily erased. I want them to be, especially when remembering hurts so much that it makes me inanimate. Just go away, please go away.

Tired and on codeine
I wonder If you'll stay with me
After all I've done
And haven't done
I wish this wasn't real

Tired and on codeine
I'm forgetting what I feel
I'm a blur of smoke
And beer
I wish this wasn't real

Tired and on codeine
I'm talking nonsense, did you hear?
My bones have cracked,
My head is gone
I wish this wasn't me

Tired and on codeine
My lungs are filling up with guilt
One more time
And I won't breathe
I hope you'll never leave

I would sell the world for you

chronicles of summer

Отпустила я себя, совершила несколько глупостей, а теперь героически борюсь с последствиями. It would be boring otherwise.